It is definitely that time of year.. it didn't hit me until about mid-day yesterday when I started to become very agitated, sensitive and somewhat irritable.. just figured it had a lot to do with getting the kids ready for school & the day-to-day hustle but it dawned on me like a flash of lightning..this is the anniversary week of Jackson's accident. It will have been 8 years ago on Friday that his accident happened.
I remember feeling like this, in the past, during this week but not at the VERY beginning of the week.. Ugh~ I really try to not think of the coming day with negative connotation and I wouldn't characterize my feelings as such. I mean our son survived the unthinkable and is a shining light in this world ... the feelings are just more emotional and raw. I'm realizing that I need to give myself a little grace and put all my faith in God, especially during this week. He will guide me, nurture me and continue to build hope within me.
I was asked several months ago to give a speech at Children's Hospital for their nurses conference this week. I had agreed to do so thinking it would be a perfect way to celebrate Jackson's journey, especially a day before his anniversary. Lets hope I was right and get through it without blowing my nose in the microphone or getting mascara all over my blouse. :) I'm truly excited to share his story to a group of nurses. We have so much respect and admiration for what this great group of professionals do on a daily basis.
Jackson is absolutely the strongest little guy ever! He has a spirit that is unlike anyone and the courage to take each day with happiness, laughter and a smile. I learn more from him everyday than I ever thought possible. He is a mirror for ALL of us to emulate. He continues to grow stronger everyday and I am so proud to be his mom.
Thanks again to all who continue to follow this slacker-blogger. ;) I appreciate your encouragement, love and support!
With love,
Tina
I was asked several months ago to give a speech at Children's Hospital for their nurses conference this week. I had agreed to do so thinking it would be a perfect way to celebrate Jackson's journey, especially a day before his anniversary. Lets hope I was right and get through it without blowing my nose in the microphone or getting mascara all over my blouse. :) I'm truly excited to share his story to a group of nurses. We have so much respect and admiration for what this great group of professionals do on a daily basis.
Jackson is absolutely the strongest little guy ever! He has a spirit that is unlike anyone and the courage to take each day with happiness, laughter and a smile. I learn more from him everyday than I ever thought possible. He is a mirror for ALL of us to emulate. He continues to grow stronger everyday and I am so proud to be his mom.
I'm sure it doesn't help that my baby is starting high school as a sophomore tomorrow and Jax will be in 4th grd! Both boys are looking forward to a new and exciting school year. Jackson has become Mr. Independent and somewhat stubborn (he gets that from dad obviously) so he may give his para a run for her money. :)
Brendan had the best idea over the summer. He asked me if he could have bracelets made for Jackson, absolutely! He came up with the design, concept, colors, text, etc. They turned out great! I truly feel like this is part of his healing process and paying tribute to his brother. He is selling them as a fundraiser for the Pikes Peak Challenge - please email me if you are interested in purchasing any. $3. per bracelet or 2 for $5.00 - 'No Excuses' PERFECT, you will never hear an excuse from Jax as he approaches difficult situations!
Brendan had the best idea over the summer. He asked me if he could have bracelets made for Jackson, absolutely! He came up with the design, concept, colors, text, etc. They turned out great! I truly feel like this is part of his healing process and paying tribute to his brother. He is selling them as a fundraiser for the Pikes Peak Challenge - please email me if you are interested in purchasing any. $3. per bracelet or 2 for $5.00 - 'No Excuses' PERFECT, you will never hear an excuse from Jax as he approaches difficult situations!
Thanks again to all who continue to follow this slacker-blogger. ;) I appreciate your encouragement, love and support!
With love,
Tina
